Thoughts [ Overdue Post ]

Do you know, those moments when you are just too afraid to let your guard down? Just too afraid that people will judge you or leave you alone in a corner when you show your true self. So afraid of people judging you while listening to your rants and after that spreading them around to other people or starting fake rumours about you.
You will never know who a person truly is. Whether if the person is evil, bitchy, a hypocrite, or if they have a double personality. You'll only know after they do it to or in front of you.
I see other people having fun with people I am blessed to meet but I didn't feel as if  I had as much fun. I would often ask myself "why?", but i didn't have an answer until now.
I guess people like me will know that it just seems so scary to put our guard down and speak our mind to someone else. Afraid of the consequences, afraid that people will stay away from you after knowing who you are. People say that your friends are there because of your own personality and not because of anyone else's and so you shouldn't try to fake your personality. Yes there are still friends and lovers that love and befriend sincerely. However there are certain situations when people hate you for your 'second' personality that you show to them. But when you show your true personality, they still judge you. In conclusion, there's no way you can please them. SO ignore these people.
Saw this quote a few days ago "Haters Visit Your Profile the Most"
I wonder if it's true though.
It's so weird when they actually hate the person but yet keeps visiting the person's profile. What are they doing? Trying to increase hatred? Or is it jealousy that they are denying of?
Well I think I'm speaking out of point now. But seriously, life is so hard but too short to care about haters. Live for yourself, don't live for others. That's all for now.
:)

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